Gym Class Hero

I want to follow you!

I need more fit and weight loss blogs to follow! Especially ones with higher starting weights, but really anyone working on health! LIKE THIS! and I will follow!

Here I am..

Thinking ‘wow, im gaining weight back, I should start fitspo again’ and I start to make another blog. BUT I STILL HAVE THIS ONE! So I am back. and starting fresh. :)

Remember

I didn’t lose 60 pounds by eating a whole bag of gold fish, and it won’t be the way I lose my next 60. 

I lost weight because I stopped buying the ice cream, and stopped eating out so much. 

I lost weight because I gained perspective on my life, and now I have to fight to get it back.

I did this to show people I was better, to show myself that it was okay to just be me and that I needed to accept my body at all stages. I did this for myself and I am currently ruining it for myself. I can no longer let the stress get to me, the tiredness needs to go, the filling myself with crap and expecting my body to run needs to go.

All of the excuses. Stop. Right now. It stops. Right now.

This week:

Hasn’t been my best depression has taken over a lot of my week, it has been a struggle to workout, to get out of bed, to live. I’m not sure if it was the week I spent at home, or whatever else could have brought it on. I feel like I’ve been spinning my wheels. 

Next week will be better, I hope. Going to kick it into high gear with school coming back

what kind of weight lifting/cardio will tone my back?

Any suggestion are appreciated!

Today

Ran 1.50! yay

Biked

Stair Climber (hell on earth)

Lifted

Dead.

Oh, and I ate Qdoba. I enjoyed every single bite. yay, cheat day!